Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	hoobastank.

A problem and 1/2 a solution.
The sun's out, it's nearly 70 degrees outside, and it's the first all around nice day you've had since autumn started. Yet, you find yourself inside, staring out the window at random times during the afternoon, craving the fresh air. What do you call it when you've desperately been craving days like this, condeming the winter - but once it gets nice out you have no clue how to take advantage of it? Boredom? Stupidity?

A couple is down in the street playing catch and I am not lying. People are driving with windows and sunroofs open, and here I am blasting music, windows open and staring at my computer typing this.

What the hell is wrong with me? What can I do - go for a run? I'm to lazy. Besides I like to run at night mostly when it's cool and you can clear your mind to start over with your busy life the next day. I'm in a t-shirt and shorts, loving every moment of it but being to damn lazy to do anything about it. I could go sit on the steps outside my building and write something - maybe this? but no i'm not having a creative streak.

i have been praying for days like this since September. I've been cursing winter and cold weather. I dont want to wear a jacket when I go outside. I want the sun to last longer then 6pm. Now it's in front of me and I'm staring back at it instead of taking joy in it.

Something's wrong here.

I need a hobby. Besides writing when I randomly get a chance.

I'm envious of the people that can walk into Borders or Barnes and Noble, and know exactly what section they need to find the book on their hobby. Gardening. Cooking. I'm jealous of them. My boyfriend is enjoying this nice day working on his new hobby - the Car.

Me? I dont have anything. I feel utterly useless and helpless. I wish I had something to do, something to work at, that I enjoyed and didn't mind a slight challenge - something to do when I'm bored. I love to travel but that has to wait until i have a steady job after graduation and make money. I also cook but I dont have a kitchen and i'm not super, nor do i have patience for it.

Now Taking Applications.

I'm a 21 year old Aries - who is true to the zodiac sign. I have little patience and an even shorter attention span. I multi-task like a bitch. I need something that can hold my attention, give me a challenge, but enjoy. Suggestions please!!